quit actin lyk u care
cos is all lyk shattered?
u've got 2 choice.
mie or her.
u cant hab both.
i can leave.
i noe dats wad shes waittin aint it?
so there.
i aint nuth lyk dat ball u guys lyk kickin
so realise it now
dat i aint suth 4 u 2 keep wid her arnd
or when is too late
when i gone by den
u wont hab mie back
u never will
u never own miee
las dae of skool.
last dae wid f2four.
omg.
had i jus let it go by?
i guess i jus did
so much we've gone dru together
e tot of seperation did not ran dru my mind
now we've got to sae good byeeeeee
im missin ya
i guess now i noe wadevas goin on
bhind my back
next year.
who am i gonne b widD?
don even wanna think bout it
dey r gonna b together. yea.
n im gonna b alone again...
pathetic. mie.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
exams r finally ova..
f i n a l l y .......
okiee... tym 2 partee now
hahaz.. nobody 2 partee wid mie..
no money 2 go town n spend oso..
so many bdaes comin up
de hole in my pocket can expand w/o heat
geeeess
im over most of e things now
not thinkin bout stoopid things dat much
anymoreeee.....
friends r all i hab left
i thinkk.............
faith 2 /4
i don wanna leave jus yet...
no... not now.....
i haben got enuff fun outta u alls...
Xp
frien. is sum1 u can trust wid ur life.
someone u noe wouldn say anything outta you.
someone u can call in e middle of e night
n she isnt pissed.
n she will nvr leave
sum1 2 gif a hug when u need 1
sumtyms i find.
thoes who don deserve a frien got a frien
while thoes who needs 1 doesnt have 1...
is so wierd...
if is bcos of a guy i gid up a friendship....
im stoopid...
bud i did it.. u noe...
n dats where our friendship had gone all sour....
at least now is over
bud we cant be back s we are in e past anymore
mr chin sae im spoilt..
u noe sth...
for some reasons..
im gonna change...
n show my life is 4 others
the thing is.
i haben find dat frien jus yet.
yea. of cos i got friens
dat i kol best friens.
bud not dat kinda frien i definite s a
frien
cos dey care only bout dem. demselves. dem.
jus feel lyk sinking deep into your arms
jus feel lyk sinking deep into your arms
knowin u will owaes b dere.
den i woke up.
and realise
ur not mine.....
u was never mine.....
n u will never be
mine......
given up on exams
math faillin
infact... every subjects....
so fulls. karen emi @ muai hse.
jus cook 5 pkts of tomyam maggies
cambell soup wid meat ball n crabstickx?
2 potatos.........
de cheese dont melt....
karen ate more den us... hahaz..
exams endin. wan 2 get over it.
cant. i still have 2 live nxt week.
gettin back results.......
there goes my marks...
n muai........fone......
s u c k k k k k -
haiz.... im jus not born smart
education is ruinin mie.
is killing mie too.
ok. this is a path of my life i will hab 2 go dru.
failures - mie.
n i forever will be.
don come talkin 2 mie.
don act lyk nuth is happenin.
jus don want you.
no reasons.
im born liadat.
i live e life i wan 2 live.
n is most probably - without you
Saturday, October 16, 2004
yade got sci exam~!
im dying
icanfly
i f i p a s s- hahaz
i never leave any blanks
bud wrote i donos. lots of dem
n e most ridicules answers
b u l l s h i t s ]----------
ydae went macc
saw 1 lao digo
keep lookin @ uss
n e grinn sarkkk - yuckks
n we're luffin all da ways
spilled coke over miee
when mr chin sae he will die
yea. a l l h i s f a u l t
hahaz..... so coldd...
n we scream so much in e toliet.
luff too muchhs too..
todae went changi airport
to stardddeee... didnt stardeee muchss
den went bugis.. hahaz.
den went farrer park..
den went ps wid cousin n melvins
de - melvin de hairstylist de my cousin bf..
finally tot of who melvin look lyk le
my neighbour.. hahaz..
happi buffdae emilyn~!
i got enuff money 2 buy ur present le~! wooohoo~!
reena. kol mie s soon s possible.
im leadin u on......
bud think lots bout u.....
lots n lots n lots
wan ur arms around mie
igoingcrazymissingsomebody.
arrrr. when will b e next tym we can tok?
i almost lie on ur shoulder-
almost-
before i found my sensess...
wadwillhappenifidid
i miss you...!~ lar~! ARRRR
thinksofyou
2dae. i went dru anuth day of muai life.
hahaz.
so happi wid myself
4 accomplishin 1 chapter of history.
oman. im so sickk...
chinese lesson was funny.
jl & alf caught 4 drinkin fruit juicE! hahaz.
choong is gettin lames.
hahaz. happi belated buffdae melvin!
2dae seems happi.
recess was luffin lyk siaoz.
#0272 rawks! seludex*
lames......
exams comin!
n im still tikin my time 2 mugg*
diees. DIE LARR...
wierd. im actually happi e wae im.
todaeee........
cos evry1 was happi?
exams comin.. HOWWZ?
angry wid cousin.
stop freakin arnd ppls life.
don rmb MI gottin anything to do wid YOU?
n don rmb askin 4 ur assy comments.
pimples hurts.................
Saturday, October 02, 2004
hahaz.
pamper myself.
wid nets.
spendin money on
things.
jus nets it.
bought so many things.
spent bout 60+ bucks.
bud
hu cares??
bought so many things.
money might make de world go round.
naws. wadevas. i wanna get out.
deres nuth worth living for.
im stuck here.
in dis place.
i doubt i can get out from.
i don need ur sympathy.
i need love.
i tried 2 let go de past
n tries 2 hold on 2 de present
bud de pasts holdin mi back
n im lettin go de present
i cover muai eyes
i don wanna c wads infront of mie
i cover muai ears
i don wanna hear de words stingin into mi
i cover muai face
i don wanna face muai world...
pushin away excuses 2 b sad
sorry* cant cure a broken hearted
r u ok?* is not consoling
im not ruinin muai life
my life is ruinin mie
at dis rate im really gonna go crazy
deres no1 dere i can look 2 now..
i dono wheres life bringin mie
bud it sound lyk screams
n it look lyk living hell.......